Sorry I’ve been a bit abscent lately… I had a episode that sent me to the hospital. I was certain I was having a heart attack.
Turns out, it wasn’t, thank fuck.
Apparently I’ve been too worried about making things happen that are really out of my control, then being here in the middle of nowhere with a language I’ll never learn doesn’t help. Add on top of that me still always watching my back because of those death threats last year…
Yeah. I have to do something lol.
I already have an arrhythmia, so a panic attack on top of that scared the shit right out of me.
I do know this, though, if a heart attack is ANYTHING like that, I don’t want one.
Turns out, it wasn’t, thank fuck.
Apparently I’ve been too worried about making things happen that are really out of my control, then being here in the middle of nowhere with a language I’ll never learn doesn’t help. Add on top of that me still always watching my back because of those death threats last year…
Yeah. I have to do something lol.
I already have an arrhythmia, so a panic attack on top of that scared the shit right out of me.
I do know this, though, if a heart attack is ANYTHING like that, I don’t want one.